muse muses musings;

Finally caught a movie after so long. The feel good factor was way amplified. The movie incoporated cutback scenes on all fronts and personally, I felt it was rather disruptive to the overall flow. But I am content with the plot and how the actors/actresses portrayed everything. And of course, movies with racial sensitivities as this will never shirk away from controversy.. If you can't guess what movie I'm talking about, it's the one about that teenager who became rich overnight, Slumdog Millionaire. Is slumdog even an actual word? Coldplay tickets are sold out as well, real bummer lor. Now I just need to start saving up for CATS and DISTANT WORLDS.

And I need to make that trip to IKEA to get the board for my wall. Been putting it off since.... I don't know when.

My mum really likes living life on the rough. Not literally. She claims I rather treat friends than her and my dad. Kay I won't contest this fact but it just stumped me. Do I want to feel guilty or pissed? Idk. Guilty because yes, I haven't exactly treated or showered gifts per se on my parents ever since I started drawing pay on a monthly basis. Pissed because half of the time we don't/can't communicate. I'd like to think it's the latter. It's a universal problem, and one which I can honestly say won't change in the near future. Not 1 year on, 2, 3, or even 5.

Ah. I'll try to control myself from now on as well. It's not very helpful to myself if I keep losing my cool at trivial issues (non-related to that above). Ever since I sold my soul to a certain organisation, I've been more grouchy and irrational than usual. Not really who I am or what I want to portray myself as. I look around, and it's just so easy to lash out and lose your temper. Sad to say I've fallen victim to this mad bug as well.

I need that chill pill lingering so far away badly.


Listening to: Here Is Gone - Goo Goo Dolls