muse muses musings;

It's come to the pinnacle moment of my course. I'll be headed overseas and won't be back for a while, and who knows what (mis)fortunes await me over there. Just knowing how everything seemed so clear to me a few days back really made me sick in the gut and frankly, I wouldn't even care less now given the circumstances.

I implore to the Almighty that I can achieve it. I've done my best, and to see it all crumble before me will just really fuck up all the shit I've been through.

And all that I want now is to be strong, and not give a flying hoot about whether your nails are pretty pink or how you had a bad hair day.


People hurt, and they never recover. A sham, a sham is all it is.